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Small cocks have always been a turn off for me, physically and visually. I can still remember the first time I saw a large cock and how enamored I was with it’s appearance. It was really thick and hung well below his balls when flaccid. I loved the feeling of it growing in my mouth while giving him oral, and how easily I could orgasm when he penetrated me. From that day on I was truly spoiled/ruined and was never able to fully enjoy anything smaller. I would usually end up faking orgasms with my partners, then manage to get myself off using my vibrator, all the while thinking of my ex’s big cock fucking me. I felt no guilt in doing so back then, because I knew that they were having great orgasms and knew that I deserved the same. Their inability to give me an orgasm had nothing to do with their technique. Many of the guys I dated could fuck like rabbits and would come up with some very creative positions. It came down to size for me. I was spoiled early on with my ex’s big cock, and just couldn’t get off on anything smaller ever again.
My current love is just over 5 inches and kept in chastity FT. Rather than faking orgasms when we began having sex, I was honest with him and told him that my pussy prefers the super size upgrade when it comes to sex. lol We would often incorporate the use of toys into our sex life and openly discussed our kinks and fetishes with one another. I had always had a fascination with control and pushing limits. One day while shopping online for some new sex toys I came across a chastity device and ordered it. The first time I saw my lover’s cock locked away in it, I felt a huge rush of ‘that’s never coming off’ surge through my body! I was so turned on. I immediately pressed his face into my wet pussy and told him to get busy. I probably came about 7 times that night.
It was at this point that I discovered a new found attraction for smaller cocks! I was visually stimulated by the image of his cock locked away inside the metal cage which translated into physical pleasure for me. Chastity also satisfied my need for control. I now owned his cock and his orgasms and had no intentions of ever giving that up. I remember closing the lock on the device at one point and thinking to myself..“this lock isn’t coming off for a very long time.” I kept him locked for nearly 6 months before giving him an orgasm. Don’t get me wrong, we still have plenty of great sex. Sex for us now involves his tongue on my pussy or my large she-cock inside his tight little boy pussy.
My lover fully understands my need for control and my love of large cocks. Consequently, he has accepted FT chastity and me having a few well endowed regular lovers as part of our relationship